As coisas aqui estão muito complicadas, desde que cheguei na Califórnia nunca consegui atualizar o Blog, mas prometo voltar com tudo esse mês ainda, contando tudo que passei desde o meu rematch.
Hoje completo 6 meses como Au Pair nos Estados Unidos, só voltei pra postar uma música que traduz tudo que estou sentindo nesse momento. Enjoy:
"What have I done, wish I could run away from this ship going under.
Just trying to help, hurt everyone else.
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders.
What can you do when your good isn't good enough and all that you touch tumbles down?
Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things, I just wanna fix it somehow.
But how many times will it take for me to get it right?
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
Cause I can't go back and undo this, I just have to stay and face my mistakes, but if I get stronger and wiser I'll get through this.
So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air and accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair.
Yeah I'll send out a wish!
Yeah I'll send up a prayer!
And finally someone will see how much I care!"
Get it right!
I'll be back soon!